last chance ?

i left my blogg sitting here for a week now * sadly =( im not really in the free-spirited mood this holidays .
and i finally understand why . hmph is it my hormones ? LOL


i once heard a saying :
' you must have regrets , or there wont be room for you to improve '
and its truth *but i never live with it anyway (winks)
dont blame me ! im just this simple person (: .
yes . i do have to admit i miss school    and for some other reasons .
then i realize . . . honestly , i miss my friends .
to all my dear friends :
i miss you all very much !
i miss you guys !

right . and now back to the point of regrets :D
yes ! i regret something on the last day of school .
im soo sad that i didt hug my dear gor =(
well , just because next year we';; wont be seeing each other again .
yeapp . i regret i let a perfect chance fly away o:
maybe there's still a last chance ? i hope so .
good luck on ur SPM . jia youu owh ^^




*i'll upload more photos on the next post . mostly with my friends :]
happy holidays !

yea yea yea :D

i think im gonna say :


YESHH ! EXAMS ARE OVER !!! :D
EXAMS OVER ! EXAMS OVER !


yeah , you heard me !
the freaking exams are o-v-e-r !
and i am happy to say :


I'LL BE FAILING ALL SUBJECTS !


lol not my intention o:
im jz jumping in joy (:
but ,
the one thing I hate is leaving school
i mean time flies soo fast
and im gonna miss my friends >< whda more to say when the weekends occurs , i was omost crying to see then o: ! well , i guess dhats just me . there is owes a bad habit for everyone XD i guess i should be celebrating but im not ): im not dhat happy there're jz other things hunting me ): its like im surrounded by anti-happy shield .

his shadows jz appear whenever i dont feel like it.
even when im in the middle of a test ,
i could jz daydream there for hours .
and the teacher thought i finish the paper already.
soo far , highschool's 'great' !
dilemmas are everywhere !
i really wished i could freeze time .
but dhat is a no go .







anyways , till here .
yours truly (:

well , omost finished :]

today i finally got sleep :D
Yeah ,baby !
i was sleeping in the middle of my exams D:
well , at least i finished the paper first !
our beloved Mr.Jackson is kind enough ,
to let our class sleep for 2 periods straight !
Sweet ! :D hahahas.
but but but im such a pig o:
after sleeping for 2 periods i still wanted to nap.
and it was lunchbreak already ;X
guess dhats my punishment for :
1)sleeping late
2)not listening to gor :[
3)waking up super duper early
4)studying at last minute


there you go , i admit it !
its all my fault :[
blah blah blah .
nothing much happen today except for
my dear laogong Kar Yie fell down at home
and twisted her foot D:
there there (:
and Joyce telling me about whad happen at the canteen with christine o:
not a veh big shock there
she is usually dhat clumsy XD


crap ! im sick again ):
i wont stop sneezing D:
i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it !
allergies damn you ><

well , our class already started to let go .
as if wednesday is only the last day of exams !
we'll be celebrating by then ! trust me :D
i didt even study my geography PMR D:
cant wait to see how 'well' its gonna turn out.
tmr's subject is BM pmr & uec plus geography UEC.
and yet im still here blogging ;D hek!
so i'll stop here . heehees (:




buh-byes ! :]

ending of weekends :[

i am displeased o: !
more exams tomorrow again D: freaking exmas.
exams = my worst nightmare ! damn it >< i rather chew of a tree bark then have exams . Yea , dhat's how bad i hate it ! ishh .
Awww . lotsa friends had asked me lately .
: why are you soo different dhis few weeks ?
: its like ur not here anymore .
: why no mood ?
: why soo emo ?

others just didt know that i've changed.
Yesh to some , I didt show it infront of u.
the main thing is ,
i am glad of u guys care soo much
it feels veh warm (:
but as for now ,
only i hold the answer
and it is best if not told . I've learned dhat now.
though it is heartbreaking keeping it to myself,
it is better of like dhat .
one is better than 3 right ?
I think I've learned that life is never as it seems.
you either keep falling or wondering ;X
we know its never simple never easy
but at the end you still can't find a way to get up
it's nature ! no one can change it .
I've learned dhat alone is better .
I've learned dhat being able to feel isn't dhat amusing .
It either cuts you or bring you down.
and the sad thing is :



it doesn't matter who it is .
its just literally 'SAD' for me !
they say love is beautiful at times
but its still torture :[
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I am STUPID I am DUMB I am SICK
I am SICK of doing STUPID things just beacause
of you . I am DUMB for dhat .

I need a shoulder to cry on ;
I need a hug ;
I need to cry ='(

0 7. 1 1. 2 0 0 9 saturday :]

the one thing dhat hate the most is going on replacement on SATURDAYS ! D:
ishhh don't they get whad's a SATURDAY ?
but today was a must , bcos of the exams !
today's subject was science o:
i rather not talk about it ><
other than falling asleep as i got to school ,
nothing really happened today .
boohoo to my boring life =(
and yesh , im still bored to death now D:
cut me some slack ='(
im not myself lately ; im just not .
rarely any good mood swings dhis week
and i don noe why :[
maybe its cos i don't get enough sleep lately.
i may be more cranky o:


i slept in around 12 & woke up around 4 o:
turns out i absorb faster XD lol .
sorry yarh gor , didt mean to slp late dee.
and yea yea , you really got sayang me
is me no sayang you :[ sorry .
the science exams were tough ! D:
not to mention ;X
school finished around 12.15
but my mum picked me around 13.30
WTF ?? im the only gal left there :(
i hate being alone T-T
when i got home , it was like
the world gone wild ! o:
everything was upside down .
i hate to see everything lying on the floor .
and i ended up sleeping in for 3 hrs tops .
but it didt do any good for my eyes
figures ! DD:

and lastly ,
ended up wrtting dhis blogg (:
nit3e nite & bie-byes !

in the expanse of my mind :(

i had an OFF week D: i just don noe why .
at times i don noe whad to do ='(
i feel being left out , i feel alone
i feel like jumping of the roof .
i feel like there is nth left for me >< hais .
even though my life is full of loved ones ..
yet nth seems right ;X

truthfully , i jz wan ppl acc me :[
i wan my sista , my gor pei me ><
but u guys are never around :[
speaking of which ! er hem o:
u noe how our semester exams are going on now ?
yea yea yea ;X
i've been sleeping like around 12 or 3 O.O
ngaidi >< i have panda eyes ! lucky use SK-2 ahahs.
sii ing yin go tell my gorgor i keep late late sleep ,
dhen he say me bu guai owh ~
sorry larh gor :[
BTW i miss you ! x3 thx for caring (:


buh- byes ! :D

sunday oready? o:

these days time jz flies by soo fast o:
im was soo hyperactice when i looked back ,
in my childhood & babyy albums (: .
it was adorable ! :D i missed those days .
look at babyy me :

cute marh?


(:


>< hahas .


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now de me (: see the difference? XD

jz a simple smile ;D


emo side o: ( i love dhis one)


hais its oreday sunday ><
the exams are dhis close D: & i have to say ,
its the first time i had ever been soo afraid .
its like havin' PMR exams , i don't get it !
i guess im jz being paranoid or somehow =X
last niqht i fell asleep while revise Sejarah .
dhats not a suprise but its really dhat boring o:
old folks say :
' lifes a ride so enjoy it ! '
well i cant enjoy it with scarafobia (my own words)
of finishing all exams .
especially with sejarah , geography !
major problems with those 2 D:

who noes ? o.O
i might get lucky (:
never wrong to hope right? XD
lets jz see . wish me luck !


B to the Y to the E ! Buh- byes (: